| Something deeply personal to me. I wrote this at a time that I didn't who I was anymore. When, at least then, I was constantly in a bitter mood and always tired. My energy drained, I couldn't help but wonder who I was anymore. |
| Something deeply personal to me. I wrote this at a time that I didn't who I was anymore. When, at least then, I was constantly in a bitter mood and always tired. My energy drained, I couldn't help but wonder who I was anymore. |
letter onejune 2,letter one
i suppose that i can say that i've always been normal.
at least, as normal as someone can be, in a nonsensical kind of way. it's always just been me and my friends, joking, laughing at ourselves. we enjoyed life, in the sense of the word.
but i never knew that it could start out how it did.
split up; broken. we weren't exactly the close-knit friends that we once were. looking back on it now, i'm sure i could have done more to keep the friends that i once had.
all they are to me now are distant memories, drifting away in the storm of my thoughts. I realize that i now
forever yoursI believe that if I write to you sincerely, this heartache will begin to cease.forever yours
I believe that if I were with you, my fingertips wouldn't feel as numb.
I believe that if I were yours forever, you'd break me until my soul poured out the wounds.
So why do I try so hard to make you see me?
Why do I spend almost every waking moment thinking of you? Of how you're loving me. Of how you're killing me.
Your fingers against my skin are hot to the touch.
Your lips against mine seem too pefect to be real.
This is much too real.
This is too real to be fake. &nbs
bittersweetMy heart is broken ---- broken in two.bittersweet
Plain and simple:
There's nothing that anyone can do.
The
sheets of fake silktommie was the seven-year-old boy who lived down the street, who was all smiles and sunshine, glory written all over his face. tommie was made up of broken promises and long-forgotten dreams. tommie was the child who hid under sheets woven from lies and regrets, the tangled webs enough to keep out the cold.sheets of fake silk
tommie was delusional.
tommie went insane.
Cant Deny My HeartMaybe we should start over But this timeCant Deny My Heart
I wont say hello, or try to find out your name I wont tell my friends that I find you quite lovely I wont let my heart fall unconditionally in love with you
I wont
I'll never know your mothers name, or that your favorite color is purple That we had nothing in common yet everything at the same time I wouldn't know your darkest secrets or your greatest dreams Your fantasy's Your goals Your wishes
Or love for me
What scares me most, is I wont even miss you at all Not even a little bit &nb
i killed the cat last week andand well- ii killed the cat last week and
think you should love me
anyway.
i don't want your hearti want to let go, but just don't know how to.i don't want your heart
that tug in my heartstrings' still scream ing your name.
it may scream but it has the wrong melody.
you and i never were anything more than a harsh cacophony.
and yet you allow your heartstrings to scream aloud, i want to know why?
i can't stop feeling, i can't stop thinking, i can not stop loving you.
you're loving something that is worthless and that'll never love you back.
your heart is what the stars are made of; i
| because I'm the crazed girl hyped up on soda who lives in your closet. because i make no sense. |
Irony, much?
Angsty
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Life is good, skateboarding is better...
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your love,
Rin
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your love,
Rin
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your love,
Rin
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the sea.
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your love,
Rin
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your love,
Rin
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